Real Ish #4 - Where You Been, You Ask?

It was four years ago                                                                

I was spiraling nobody said shit
Drowning in feelings
That didn't make sense
Imagine being happy
At the highest point of your life
Then boom
Out of nowhere your life changes
Anything positive became negative
Anything negative remain negative
Yet devilish behavior portrayed as support
Was surrounding me daily
As if they were my halo

You can't Break ME! #4

I'm not here to tell you what to do
However, I recommend the truth
Never run from anything
As a lesson is in the experience
The blessing will be the reward
Take the bad with the good
Yet remain positive
Listen
My heart has been broken in every way possible
As if when God created me
He deemed me and spoke

Real Ish #3 - Trip to Death - True Story

We live in a world whereas a quick trip to the store                                
Could potentially conclude an innocent unwarranted death
As I think about the preventions of such intentions
I'm completely baffled by the situation that occurred
Imagine walking into a store
You gather your items for purchase
Patiently waiting in line for the next available cashier
You greet both MALE cashier's
As you're a "regular" at that particular location
You look out the window to see the number of the gas pump to get gas
You continue with your transaction
Then BOOM

Real Ish #2 - You F'D Up My Credit

                             

I'm here to collect                

You fucked up my credit
When I first met you
My score was 810
When I decided too dead you
My score was 610
I just wanted to love you
Never put anything above you
Excluding myself
Let's be clear you would do the same
However
Putting each other first was the main frame
Somehow the situation resulted in a claim
My claim was denied without with no explanation

Real Ish #1 - Get Your Power BACK!

Yo!                                                                                                            

You better get your power back
Do you hear me
You better get your power back
By any means necessary
I need you to visit a place
You've never visit before
Dig so deep inside yourself soul
Pull out every weapon
God bestowed in you
When I say weapon
I mean
Self-love
Self-respect
Self-worth
Self-defense
Self-discernment
Self-knowledge
Self-love
Without those weapons
There's no protection

It's open season for lies and deception
Trust and believe the demons are lurking