F**k You I’m Me#4 - I spit PAIN!

I spit pain effortlessly                                                     

Not for sympathetic apologies

I just want to express myself

Openly and honestly

Touch at least one soul

Through faith

God

You bestowed in my testimony

Give a reason for every season

That I never lived

Instead of fighting the breeze

Accepting the different temperatures

That bullsh!t breathes

Faithfully

Racking up leafy-leaves

That fell upon me

The sun shine its brightest

On the best days

The rain pours its heaviest

In the worst ways

While my prayers

Become longer and harder

I spit pain

Yo!

I spit pain

For my unborn seed

I spit pain

For families in need

I spit pain

For those with terrible illnesses

And/or  disease

I spit pain

For whomever is afraid to get on their knees and pray

I spit pain

For persons who suffered from natural disasters

I spit pain

For young mothers

I spit pain

For young fathers

Yo!

I spit pain

For the unsheltered

I spit pain

For those that are incarcerated

I spit pain

For those that NEED to be incarnated

I spit pain

For heartless souls

I spit pain

For the uneducated

I spit pain

For the following generations

I spit pain

For the confused

I spit pain

For the abandoned and abused

I spit pain

For all that's good

And for all that's bad

I spit pain

Yo!

I spit pain

Not for sympathetic apologies

I just want to express myself

Openly and honestly

Touch at least one soul

For the world to see

I'm just a human being

Suffered demons internally

Twisted my mind to think

I was the cause of everything

Turned my rights into wrongs

My wrongs into rights

Fight

After fight

After fight

After fight

And I'm still fighting

I never lose sight

The price

Jesus Christ paid

He SUFFERED

He BLEED

He CRIED

He LEAD

He SAID

If you have faith as small as a mustard seed

If you can say God

Everything is possible for him who believes

Some may BEG

More then PRAY

I choose to PRAY

NOT BEG

I'm here to convert

You non-believers

Into TRUE believers

Because if you believe

You will definitely

Succeed in this thing

We call LIFE

So yeah

I spit PAIN

For me

Its a release

Free community service

Paying my spiritual dues

A mentor with nothing to lose

Just warming up my seat in heaven

My message is my story

An open BOOK

Read each chapter cautiously

Footnotes available

Per request

I'm my worst critic

Keep in mind

I said IT

I did IT

I lived IT

I  SPIT PAIN!

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