How?

How?                                                                                                                          

I never knew I could open my heart to someone so easy

I never questioned it

I embraced it

Some would say “She got mad walls, be ready to breakdown them mother fuckers”

Is it worth the challenge? Is it worth the cause?

Is she worth it, period? What’s her purpose?

Just a moment while I gather my thought

1. #FUIM

 2.   Never in your life

Get me fucked up

Consider this a slowly death

I could give two fucks

You can barely breathe

It feels like a hiccup

You can barely move

It feels like a stickup

Clearly you can’t see

Vision must be blurry

I got that clear eyes

So don’t worry

I got that realize

So don’t be sorry

I Notarize

So don’t try me

In my free time

I’m serious

I charge a fee

Legally it’s my duty

I swore to the bible

No freebies

No fraudulent activity

So please tell me

How did you get me fucked up?

Where was the left?

Did you try to go right?

Was I in attendance?

Did you try to fight?

Clearly not me

But those insecurities

The negative thoughts

The negative friends

The obvious lies

The demon within

Please tell me

How did you get me fucked up?

Was it the daily love?

The Gm’s or Gn’s text messages?

Was it the dinners?

I provided four nights a week

Was it the five nights a week

I fucked the hell out of you

Hell you went to sleep before me!

Was it the sweet kisses of security?

The trusted vulnerability

The non-tolerance of doubt

The Crown Certified confidence

The fact that I own my shit

I don’t play games or horse around

I don’t put up with simple bitch shit

Goals be popping

Failure never an option

Success is what I’m rocking

An empire is what I’m swallowing

I spit ISH just for the benefit

I be on my Queen-Ish!

How did you get me fucked up?

Actually

Don’t answer that question

No need

However take heed

I beat to the rhythm of my own drum

My drums consist of my lungs

I breathe in order to speak

I speak with feelings

I speak with facts

I speak with love

Never by mistake

I never participate in false hopes

Time wasted or irrelevant bullshit

I’m far from basic

If need be please deliberate

Collect those indefinite dollars and cents

Then pass go!

Get your mind right

Then return to sender

Hopefully the package will not be expired

Then you will not have to ask

Why did I get her fucked up?

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