I had to holla at myself
Ask
Where the f**k you been
I had to look into my soul
Search for the gold
That was once stolen
I had to rob the b!tch
To get my sh!t
Back
I had to sacrifice my smile
Now I’m running
I’m Chasing
Racing
The struggle to survive
Now it’s time to go deep
Below the streets
Where the devil provide
Free rides
Free entry
Free instant
Gratification
Free lust
Free trust
Free love
Dedication
Free the bull
Because it’s sh!tting
Free the lies
Because they fly
Free the birds
Because they chirping
I had to jump out my skin
Just to jump back in
I had to holla at myself
Ask
Where the f**k you been
I had to search for the hurt
Confront that sh!t
I had end some relationships
Tell myself
Deal with that sh!t
I had to say
Fuck you I’m me
I’m the illiest at it
I had to swallow my pride
Then regain it
I had to reclaim my time
Then change it
I had to remind myself
I’m Crown Certified
On my throne
Is where I change lives
Including mines
Redirect the lines
You hear
Implementation
Is a leaders chair
Redirect the energy
That causes fear
Confidence
Is the Queens sheer
I had to jump out my skin
Just to jump back in
I had to holla at myself
Ask
Where the f**k you been
I had to pull off the mask
Accept the person within
I had to learn to endure my flaws
Then work on them
I had to understand self-love
Then love on them
I had to break down walls
That was built with tents
I had to give up my heart
In order to provide
Positive thoughts
I had to give up my being
Just to be a human being
I had to give up my sanity
In order to refuse insanity
I had to live a life
I never request
I had to dismiss the bribe
That was planted
Then realize
Life is STILL a blessing
Roar
Then take that sh1t back
I had to jump out my skin
Just to jump back in
I had to holla at myself
Ask
Where the f**k you been
Then I had to check myself
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