You can't Break ME! #4

I'm not here to tell you what to do
However, I recommend the truth
Never run from anything
As a lesson is in the experience
The blessing will be the reward
Take the bad with the good
Yet remain positive
Listen
My heart has been broken in every way possible
As if when God created me
He deemed me and spoke

I would rule the heart
It's worth the thought
Until it turned into facts
When shit becomes overwhelming
Here comes the panic attacks
I don't want to disappoint
Here comes the anxiety brats
When triggered in the worst way
Here comes the PTSD clap back
Now how am I supposed to react
I could lean back into my old ways
Penetrate those negative thoughts and actions
Easy like Sunday morning breakfast before service
I pray to God, I don't provide him a disservice
I understand the assignment at hand
I try my best to deliver with grace
However, I don't know how much more my heart can stand
Although I'm faithful beyond a mustard seed
To be honest the palpations is taking a toll on me
Yes, it's very much costly
Every time you reject, dismiss, belittle, don't defend nor never support me
I can no longer breathe consistently
My heart skip beats literally
I fight to live daily
The pain is deadly
However, you don't care
Now I don't care either
Let's go back to the sentence
I rule the heart
My Vulnerability is my Strength
My Strength is my Vulnerability
Try to divide it you're an instant liability
I'm sure time will tell if you're an enemy
But I'll give you time to save yourself from a penalty
My heart is what drives them both
Yes, my Vulnerability and Strength
Such a connection yet chemistry
To never get twisted
Regardless of any situation
I handle my business
Precisely with urgency
No time for error
That's the reason why they summons me
Per Ci-ERA
That's the only time they can Ci Ci
My heart doesn't stop no matter the grades
A,b,c,d,e, f or g
I'm the fuck you I'm me queen
What the fuck you mean
Once you remove yourself from all negativity
The heart becomes at ease
One you cleanse your spirit
The heart beats smoother and regularly
Once you love yourself no matter what
The heart loves you back 

No matter who doesn't give a fuck
Moral of the story
You can't break me

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